Sunday, May 9, 2010
有时我真的不肯相信我的"命水"永远都站在那中线，什么都是50%-- 家庭，学业，外表，生活。。。有时真的很无奈。可能上天给我所有的一切都是50%是因为要我积极D (但是自己有不是很积极嗌！！！). 不过，我一直告诉自己已经好过很多人, 至少衣食无忧，要知足常乐。可是现在又再烦了。其实是没问题的。可是就是担心很多，担心将来。看来还是别渴望将来的生活会好象现在一样。自己要醒醒定定喇。。靠自己双手总好过摊开手掌等人给。。。
Sunday, March 7, 2010
A time to be born, and a time to die;
a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
a time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
a time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate;
a time for war, and a time for peace.
sadly, i fail to follow it...
Friday, January 8, 2010
So much work still left undone. OH CRAPPY CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!
What else to comment about the discussion??? I need brilliant ideas... inspiration... @_@~~~
I wanna be a good student do my assignment. but... but... but... my mind is just not here yet. slap ma face
What's the difference between "not going out at night anymore"and "you must be home latest by 1.30 am"? I guess no difference. I mean, okay.... everyone is having fun and drinking in the club and at 1am I tell my friend "hey, I need to go back d. Can you fetch me home now?" OR I tell my friend before going to or on the way to the club and any place that I need to reach home by 1.30am. I think this will give people pressure of bringing me out and might not asking me to club anymore except yum cha, perhaps. Seriously, I don't wish to spoil the fun night and I love the fun at night, just like everyone else there... But, do I have any other option if I wanna stay til the end? yea, she'll lock the door then i'll have to stay outside lo... so simple only ma. I know I know.. I know she worries for my safety and all but wat if I'm Aus d? (my dad has booked the air ticket, so it's comfirmed and I MUST NOT fail in any subjects) she's not gonna be there for me everyday and I can go out every night. so takkan she's not... ok... i'm not being mature saying this as I'll be someone's mother one day.. who knows? But... HAIZ... youngsters nowdays don't sleep early mom... not that I don't wanna have a healthy lifestyle but I don't wanna miss it as I'm still young now. the fun ends at 3am le.. or later than that lo!!!! I don't know how to express myself anymore man... unless I choose to be rebellious than I'll hailat that time.
HA! went to republic with friends last night. Damn... I distaste guy who is not gentleman lo... I mean guy who doesn't pay for girl's or girls' bill. Not that we couldn't afford to pay for it but as a guy summore he works instead of studies, don't tell me that you can't afford to pay for that less than 50rm bill. Girls damn pantang working guys who don't pay for their bills- I'M ONE OF THEM. I bet that's common courtesy. I thought if a guy doesn't pay for the girl's bill then how to kao lui le? don't need to kao lui anymore and go home TFK lo? i guess no girls like guys who are not gentleman in that kind of way, am i right? anyway, i told my friend that's the last night i would yam cha with this guy lo.. no next time though i don't know him well at all. who knows i gotta pay for my petrol if i ask this kind of guy to fetch me home? LOL...
speaking of studying abroad, yes i really feel happy to have this opportunity to expose myself and get away from this country a while to let myself do whatever i want as long as i know what i'm doing, again as I said, provided that I PASS in all subjects (cannot always say that F word, very "che" one)
YEA, PASS---CREDIT--D--HD or GREEN/BLACK COLORED MARKS. LOL
i align my post to left from this time onwards, damn tiring to press enter nonstop. looks messy too..
HA! went to republic with friends last night. Damn... I distaste guy who is not gentleman lo... I mean guy who doesn't pay for girl's or girls' bill. Not that we couldn't afford to pay for it but as a guy summore he works instead of studies, don't tell me that you can't afford to pay for that less than 50rm bill. Girls damn pantang working guys who don't pay for their bills- I'M ONE OF THEM. I bet that's common courtesy. I thought if a guy doesn't pay for the girl's bill then how to kao lui le? don't need to kao lui anymore and go home TFK lo? i guess no girls like guys who are not gentleman in that kind of way, am i right? anyway, i told my friend that's the last night i would yam cha with this guy lo.. no next time though i don't know him well at all. who knows i gotta pay for my petrol if i ask this kind of guy to fetch me home? LOL...
speaking of studying abroad, yes i really feel happy to have this opportunity to expose myself and get away from this country a while to let myself do whatever i want as long as i know what i'm doing, again as I said, provided that I PASS in all subjects (cannot always say that F word, very "che" one)
YEA, PASS---CREDIT--D--HD or GREEN/BLACK COLORED MARKS. LOL
i align my post to left from this time onwards, damn tiring to press enter nonstop. looks messy too..
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
It's been a damn long time since i blogged.
Just because I'm not keen in blogging
Anyway, what's the day tomorrow?
CHRISTMAS DAY!!!!!!
i remembered i was in S'pore at this time
and i couldn't celebrate with the one who was used to be a special one in my heart.
but now, i don't give a fuck anymore la.
I'm getting over it so well now and i enjoy my single life!
Summer school has started 3 months ago.
I thought i'd have lots of free time since the classes are only 2 days per week
and i could take up some part time jobs during the free days.
but, sometimes things dont happen according to your expectation.
well, this is what we call uni life, either you do it or fuck it.
Just because I'm not keen in blogging
Anyway, what's the day tomorrow?
CHRISTMAS DAY!!!!!!
i remembered i was in S'pore at this time
and i couldn't celebrate with the one who was used to be a special one in my heart.
but now, i don't give a fuck anymore la.
I'm getting over it so well now and i enjoy my single life!
Summer school has started 3 months ago.
I thought i'd have lots of free time since the classes are only 2 days per week
and i could take up some part time jobs during the free days.
but, sometimes things dont happen according to your expectation.
well, this is what we call uni life, either you do it or fuck it.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
tonight's plan is canceled.
thought that we would be able to sit together and have a nice chat,
since we havent been seeing each other for so long.
this friend sometimes really breaks our heart, turn us down.
guess that i know her bad attitude instead of her good ones,
but i dont care about that, just dont wanna comment on her.
anyway, tomorrow gonna meet my primary school friends. Yoohoo~~
let's see if the guys look much better than during 1999. haha...
sometimes i really feel like hitting my uncle.
he acts like he fucking knows a lot about relationship.
he stalked on my blog, i hate that!!!!
he said to me: "girl, i can read your mind on the internet.
well, you can always call me and talk to me, open up your mind to me.
if your not happy, go shopping! that's the best way for you, trust me."
FUCK YOU MAN!!! WHAT THE HELL YOU KNOW? YOU KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME!
MYOB LA BASTARD!
argh!!!!! fuck it...
i had block teaching for 2 days- yesterday and today.
it really tortured me to the max man... damn boring and tired lo.
the lecturer wasnt good in lecturing.
half of the class left during break which was only about 5-10 minutes.
felt bad for him though.
anyway, here are some random pics to upload since i only posted words lately.
snapped for fun while waiting for my mom :)
there was a girl purchased something and got these tickets.
i asked the cashier how to get these and she said must purchased rm120 above.
then the girl asked me if i want it, i was paiseh so i accepted it since she didnt want.
the cashier told me the concert was yesterday, which i accepted these yesterday.
sad man, i cant make it to watch my manhand and justin. haiz...
wasted like hell lo.. no wonder the giral didnt want it. hahaha...
this is called greedy :P
i wasnt in a good mood yesterday and i didnt dare to blog it
and wanted to keep to myself, so i wrote it on papers- 3 pages
i made it blur so i dont think people who kepo can read it. LOL!!
i felt much better after that though, even though i couldnt tell anyone about it.
saw this ferrari when on the way home. the vrooom sound was so much
different with modified cars. ferrari's vrooom sound is damn smooth and makes
you wanna hear it more. but the modified one makes you feel like showing you
middle finger to the driver. hahaha....
the speed is also a huge difference compared with normal cars lo.
imagine that your car is stopped at the same row with the ferrari,
the traffic light turns to green and your myvi starts to move
but the ferrari is already about 500m away from you? SERIOUS!!!!
oh! i treat her as my buddy. hahahah...
my popo looked cool in the photo hor?
i didnt ask her to look at the camera le, she turned to it naturally.
so i'd say she's quite zi lian too. hahaha
and lastly, my 包包脸!!! gimme bio essence!!
angle problem ok?????
since we havent been seeing each other for so long.
this friend sometimes really breaks our heart, turn us down.
guess that i know her bad attitude instead of her good ones,
but i dont care about that, just dont wanna comment on her.
anyway, tomorrow gonna meet my primary school friends. Yoohoo~~
let's see if the guys look much better than during 1999. haha...
sometimes i really feel like hitting my uncle.
he acts like he fucking knows a lot about relationship.
he stalked on my blog, i hate that!!!!
he said to me: "girl, i can read your mind on the internet.
well, you can always call me and talk to me, open up your mind to me.
if your not happy, go shopping! that's the best way for you, trust me."
FUCK YOU MAN!!! WHAT THE HELL YOU KNOW? YOU KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME!
MYOB LA BASTARD!
argh!!!!! fuck it...
i had block teaching for 2 days- yesterday and today.
it really tortured me to the max man... damn boring and tired lo.
the lecturer wasnt good in lecturing.
half of the class left during break which was only about 5-10 minutes.
felt bad for him though.
anyway, here are some random pics to upload since i only posted words lately.
snapped for fun while waiting for my mom :)
there was a girl purchased something and got these tickets.i asked the cashier how to get these and she said must purchased rm120 above.
then the girl asked me if i want it, i was paiseh so i accepted it since she didnt want.
the cashier told me the concert was yesterday, which i accepted these yesterday.
sad man, i cant make it to watch my manhand and justin. haiz...
wasted like hell lo.. no wonder the giral didnt want it. hahaha...
this is called greedy :P
i wasnt in a good mood yesterday and i didnt dare to blog itand wanted to keep to myself, so i wrote it on papers- 3 pages
i made it blur so i dont think people who kepo can read it. LOL!!
i felt much better after that though, even though i couldnt tell anyone about it.
saw this ferrari when on the way home. the vrooom sound was so muchdifferent with modified cars. ferrari's vrooom sound is damn smooth and makes
you wanna hear it more. but the modified one makes you feel like showing you
middle finger to the driver. hahaha....
the speed is also a huge difference compared with normal cars lo.
imagine that your car is stopped at the same row with the ferrari,
the traffic light turns to green and your myvi starts to move
but the ferrari is already about 500m away from you? SERIOUS!!!!
oh! i treat her as my buddy. hahahah...my popo looked cool in the photo hor?
i didnt ask her to look at the camera le, she turned to it naturally.
so i'd say she's quite zi lian too. hahaha
and lastly, my 包包脸!!! gimme bio essence!!angle problem ok?????
Friday, September 11, 2009
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