Sunday, May 9, 2010

有时我真的不肯相信我的"命水"永远都站在那中线,什么都是50%-- 家庭,学业,外表,生活。。。有时真的很无奈。可能上天给我所有的一切都是50%是因为要我积极D (但是自己有不是很积极嗌!!!). 不过,我一直告诉自己已经好过很多人, 至少衣食无忧,要知足常乐。可是现在又再烦了。其实是没问题的。可是就是担心很多,担心将来。看来还是别渴望将来的生活会好象现在一样。自己要醒醒定定喇。。靠自己双手总好过摊开手掌等人给。。。

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Ecclesiastes 3: 1-8

For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven:

A time to be born, and a time to die;
a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;

A time to kill, and a time to heal;
a time to break down, and a time to build up;

A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn, and a time to dance;

A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;

A time to seek, and a time to lose;
a time to keep, and a time to throw away;

A time to tear, and a time to sew;
a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

A time to love, and a time to hate;
a time for war, and a time for peace.



sadly, i fail to follow it...

Friday, January 8, 2010

So much work still left undone. OH CRAPPY CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!

What else to comment about the discussion??? I need brilliant ideas... inspiration... @_@~~~

I wanna be a good student do my assignment. but... but... but... my mind is just not here yet. slap ma face


What's the difference between "not going out at night anymore"and "you must be home latest by 1.30 am"? I guess no difference. I mean, okay.... everyone is having fun and drinking in the club and at 1am I tell my friend "hey, I need to go back d. Can you fetch me home now?" OR I tell my friend before going to or on the way to the club and any place that I need to reach home by 1.30am. I think this will give people pressure of bringing me out and might not asking me to club anymore except yum cha, perhaps. Seriously, I don't wish to spoil the fun night and I love the fun at night, just like everyone else there... But, do I have any other option if I wanna stay til the end? yea, she'll lock the door then i'll have to stay outside lo... so simple only ma. I know I know.. I know she worries for my safety and all but wat if I'm Aus d? (my dad has booked the air ticket, so it's comfirmed and I MUST NOT fail in any subjects) she's not gonna be there for me everyday and I can go out every night. so takkan she's not... ok... i'm not being mature saying this as I'll be someone's mother one day.. who knows? But... HAIZ... youngsters nowdays don't sleep early mom... not that I don't wanna have a healthy lifestyle but I don't wanna miss it as I'm still young now. the fun ends at 3am le.. or later than that lo!!!! I don't know how to express myself anymore man... unless I choose to be rebellious than I'll hailat that time.

HA! went to republic with friends last night. Damn... I distaste guy who is not gentleman lo... I mean guy who doesn't pay for girl's or girls' bill. Not that we couldn't afford to pay for it but as a guy summore he works instead of studies, don't tell me that you can't afford to pay for that less than 50rm bill. Girls damn pantang working guys who don't pay for their bills- I'M ONE OF THEM. I bet that's common courtesy. I thought if a guy doesn't pay for the girl's bill then how to kao lui le? don't need to kao lui anymore and go home TFK lo? i guess no girls like guys who are not gentleman in that kind of way, am i right? anyway, i told my friend that's the last night i would yam cha with this guy lo.. no next time though i don't know him well at all. who knows i gotta pay for my petrol if i ask this kind of guy to fetch me home? LOL...

speaking of studying abroad, yes i really feel happy to have this opportunity to expose myself and get away from this country a while to let myself do whatever i want as long as i know what i'm doing, again as I said, provided that I PASS in all subjects (cannot always say that F word, very "che" one)
YEA, PASS---CREDIT--D--HD or GREEN/BLACK COLORED MARKS. LOL

i align my post to left from this time onwards, damn tiring to press enter nonstop. looks messy too..



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