Thursday, April 2, 2009
Posted by
janice Loh
at
1:09 AM
my mood was so down since the day before.
i thought i would have a calming day today.
but my mood seems like rainy day with no thunder.
therefore no furious but sadness.
yesterday and the day before, i was scolded like hell.
i kept quiet 'cos it's totally my fault.
today, i'm being compared again.
i'm told that i'm the worst of all.
i know i have nothing good to impress them
and i know i had never achieved anything in my life.
i wanna love what i dont love, but it seems so hard to me.
i'm trying to find out what's good in me.
i'm so wished to escape from this house and have a quiet place, just myself
to think about what i have and what i want.
i keep thinking, what if this what if that.
but facing the fact, there's no turning back.
but my mood seems like rainy day with no thunder.
therefore no furious but sadness.
yesterday and the day before, i was scolded like hell.
i kept quiet 'cos it's totally my fault.
today, i'm being compared again.
i'm told that i'm the worst of all.
i know i have nothing good to impress them
and i know i had never achieved anything in my life.
i wanna love what i dont love, but it seems so hard to me.
i'm trying to find out what's good in me.
i'm so wished to escape from this house and have a quiet place, just myself
to think about what i have and what i want.
i keep thinking, what if this what if that.
but facing the fact, there's no turning back.
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