A Girl's Heart Story

i have edited 'hope you will read this one day' post. i didnt really find out the truth directly but through someone who i know from him. i've found part of my answers and i'm still searching now. so now, i'm accepting, resting, searching, observing, waiting.

talking about myself, actually i'm a realistic person but not a materialistic person. i will not ask for LV Gucci all those branded stuff because i know i'm not qualified to carry those bags or anything and i only look at how much i have but not what i have (beg your pardon here, i will not ask but doesnt mean i will not accept, only if one day i'm so lucky XD). All i want is a man who really loves me and willing to give me a life just like now. so that i can eat and buy anything and go anywhere without worrying how much he has to give me and he will not suffer with the little money he left. i wont say i have and want a luxurious life now but an affortable life. i dont mean to show off here but wanna express how i feel.

as to many of the girls, who doesnt want a good life? yes, there are girls who are willing to live with guys eventhough they cant afford to give them good life. but i choose what i want lo... i have no comment about it.

anyway, yesterday i went out with my long-time-no-see friend---> colleen. i felt so much better when hanging out with friends, at least there was something to keep me from thinking what's not. i had a photoshoot yesterday @ sasa because she didnt wanna take it so she gave me as a present. it is the 1st photoshoot in my 1st 22-year-old life. unfortunately, it's bent by her accidentally. haiz.. so sad. but i managed to photoshop it so it's ok.